Waiting.

Isn't waiting an extremely boring thing. Usually it's never for anything good or if it is it sucks the life out of it by waiting which is boring, or makes you nervous or feel sick. So all in all, waiting is not a nice thing. I am waiting for news of something that I hope I have a break in and get the thing I am waiting to hear about. Well done if you understood that sentence. 

It drives me insane, waiting. Don't get me wrong I am very patient person but right now I want to moan about it. When you are waiting for something you can't relax or focus on anything, your brain is totally unoccupied and you can not get on with your day which sucks!! It's got to a time in my life where I just want a break. I want things to go right for once. And they haven't in a very long time. But ever the optimise I will persist and make sure I get on and get over it very very vsoon. I believe that what goes around comes around so hopefully my persistence and optimism will pay off and reward me with a nice fat juicy prize!!

Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. What to do while I am waiting?? write a song? No, brain is mush. Do some work? No, brain is much. << see can't even spell mush! Watch TV...umm might be distracting enough not to think about what I am waiting for but is hardly a productive thing to be doing with my time. Eat...umm no then it'll make my body go to mush and plus I have no water, so no TEA, so therefore sad me, so therefore not happy because there is no tea in my belly. 

OK I have to end this blog because my brain is mush and I can't think straight therefore using therefore a hell of a lot and therefore writing shit loads of shit that no one will ever read so bye.